Tonight

         Don't know why, I feel like wanna blog tonite. Now I am listening some soft song, try to enjoy my last  few hours before I sleep. Found some nice voices at youtube. One of my favourite song is "The One That Got Away", every time when I'm driving, if this song is played on radio, I will feel good. I will definitely turn the volume up. =D 

Can't stop listening this song.

This song combines two songs, which is "The One That Got Away" and "Use Somebody"

They are so talented. =)

         Feeling sentimental tonight. Repeat and repeat listening to the song. I suppose to sleep now, just feel like wanna write something, something about what I feel and think. I'm flashing back my memories, I have good and bad memories. Guess tonight is the night for me to review and have a deep thought. Nothing is absolute, everything can be quite subjective. Sometimes, I feel I have several characters. 

         Year after year, I slowly change, of course maybe in some aspect I had improved, and some might turn into worse. It's a very subjective question: good or bad. Different people holds different perspective, some buy it, some can not take it. However, no one is a total bad person. Everyone has flaws, people make mistake. Surely they have their advantage and beautiful part. 

        As time goes by, more and more challenges are awaiting me. This is life. Life is all about problem solving and decision making. The way we solve a problem determine how it end. No doubt, I'm weak in this. Sometimes, I will think what if...how if...but when I think like this, usually I had already made a different decision. However, life is like this, no turning back. Only two options available: to grief on the past or move forward and learn it as a lesson. 

        

'I won't give up' by Alex G Acoustic ft Tyler Ward.

Another nice song that I favour.

            Sometimes, one thing good about a relationship with people (either family, boyfriend or friend) is that you  can realize your own weakness. But I have to clarify that not necessary every advise is correct, we have to filter and judge by our own. The most frequent question is people tend to believe what they think is correct. It happen on me as well, I'm quite reluctant to accept criticism. Well, people only like to hear beautiful word. But after everything settle down, when I'm alone, at a silent night like this, I will think. 

         I also learned one thing. In this world, for sure there is someone like you and at the same time someone hate you. When a person like you, everything they see in you is good and beautiful thing. If they hate you, probably a single breath also will be emphasize as a mistake and an issue to critic on. It's useless to care or explain, because they had already close their door. Like how I wrote at my fb: '会明白的，他就会明白。不明白的，就算了。'

             

   I remember a story, a blank white paper has a ink mark on the paper. A ask B: "What do you see?" B: "A dot of ink on the paper." B:" Indeed the paper has a ink on it, but the clean area is far more bigger than the polluted area."  When thing happen, most of us will emphasize the problem and we forget to look at the bright side. 

Everything will fade away, nothing is forever. One day everything will become just a memory. 

Who is right and who is wrong, doesn't really matter.

Important is what you want and what you think you should appreciate.

If you think that thing is not deserve you to give a damn,

then no one else in this world can make you do.

= The end =

P/S: Every day is a new start. There is nothing as "too late" in life.

捐血记

         It's time to update my bloggie again!! Hehe...This time I wanna share with you all about my first experience to donate blood. How to describe my feeling...hm....Excited, nervous, scare and also happy....I think these were my feeling at that moment. I felt excited because this was my first time, I felt nervous and scare because this was my first time. And happy, also because it's was my first time. Hahahaha...(Lame..I know I know..=D) But, its true that I felt good although I actually kinda terrified. It's not easy for me to make this decision, as I really scare of blood and needle. However, I had done a good thing, and I'm happy. Wakaka...Let the pictures tell the story. =)

                

Me while doing blood test. Don't dare to look at it. 

Not really ready at that time. >.<

Quite a lot of procedures  to donate blood. =.= 

Need to fill in forms, answer some health question. Zzzz...

I remember that one of the section in the form has several questions regarding to sex.

Some sort like: "Do you have HIV?" " Are you gay/lesbian?" "Do you change partner with other?" @.@

And the funny part was the doctor seems like suspect me for conducting activities as above. *fainted*

When I say: "Of course NO lah!!" I was like crazy meh..Zzzz...

Then the doc ask again..:'Sure?" I said:'YES!" And he repeat:"100% confirm?" 

Wth...I think I got face issue here. Zzzzz...

 After that, I think he just wanna '100% confirm' the blood is 'clean' to use,

 should be not my face problem.

Hahaha...

Scary moment began...

Heart beat started to beat faster and faster.

Still can smile at this time.

Omg...=.=

The most terrifying moment.

The nurse was trying to puncture the needle to my nerve.

Very very scare now.

Then my blood began to flow out from my body to the blood pack.

I can feel the warmth of the pipe. 

My blood. 

Can't imagine this is my blood!!

The color so......dark red...@.@

And it flowing so fast.

So disgusting... 

Yiak....

           Then my colleague asked me how I feel. I said ok ah, not as horrible as I imagine. Actually It's not that pain as what I thought. They wanted me to post like this. *good* Hahaha....

          After I posted *good* and took a photo. I felt something not right.....I can't breath smoothly... I felt dizzy.... Then I told my colleague: "I macam ada sedikit pening lor." Then I saw many nurse ran so fast toward me..SWT...

Suddenly I can't hear anything.

Everything was black-out.

I fainted. Zzzz....

My first time to faint too. 

Now I know the feeling of pass out already. Haha...

I feel proud of myself. Hehe...

A simple thing, but it can save a life.

It's a very meaningful thing to do.

             After donation, I had an thought. I don't where my blood will be sent to. I don't my blood will be used for whom. I don't when it will be used. But, a thing I can be certain is...I can help someone who need help. I don't know how to explain this feeling, but this is simply amazing.

             That day, I heard people said that if you start to donate blood, you will fall in love with doing it. At first, I don't really understand why they said so. After the donation, I think I understand already. It's the feeling of satisfaction. When you know you have done a good thing, although we don't get any profit from that. But, deep in our heart, we know this a right thing to do.

That's all for this post, Gonna end here.

Thanks for reading my blog.

Have a nice dreams.

See you at next post.

Tata. =)

P/S: Control the surrounding, not to be controlled by the surrounding. You decide who you are.

Earthquake Day

       Halo, dear reader. =) Hows your weekend? I hope it's a great one. ^.^What were you doing at  11 April 2012? I'm sure everyone know what happen on that day. 8.9 Earthquake at Indonesia, and we as a neighbour country of Indonesia, was able to feel the tremor. 

            Me, I was having a relaxing girls out on that day. Me and Mei were accompanying Yin to buy sun glass. Out of a sudden, I felt the chair that I was sitting on was so shaky. I thought somebody was shaking my chair. And then Mei asked me, do you feel something? After that, everyone started to run. So, we also followed. Haha...In fact I didn't feel nervous at all. =.= Everyone was so busy to run for their life, shop closed down, and I was also quite busy with taking photo. Haha... Let me show you some of the scenario at that moment.

Before that, haha...start with my photo first. =D

Outfit of earthquake day-leopard top and pinky tight skirt.

As I mentioned, we were at the spec shop. And while waiting yin to choose, we were fooling around. Haha..

Nerd?

I think I seldom take this kind of pic. 

Then suddenly, everyone was running for their life.

So crowded!

R.U.N.!!!!

People, people and people.

If Tsunami come, all this people will..........@.@

After 15 minutes, our hp started to ring one by one. Concerns from family and friends,

 at this moment we actually can know, who is the one who always have you in their heart.

But, very soon, thing went back to normal. 

So me and my ji muis walked to Gurney Paragon to eat yogurt.

Here we are, at Moo Cow. =)

Cow....Mooo.......

Cute duckie!

While they were choosing topping.

I love the combination of yogurt and almond. 

The big family. Wheee..none of them named Shirley. *Luckily*

Me and my yogurt =D

v(^.^)v

This was how I passed my earthquake day.

 Thanks for reading my blog.

Good night and sweet dreams.

See you soon. =)

P/S: Love the life you live. Live the life you love. -Bob Marley.

Mudballs.

           Hihi...=) Today I would like to share with you my experience of making mudballs. My company makes mudballs every year. I heard of this thing before, but honestly, I don't know it's actually called mudballs and I had no idea how it look like. Haha...I was kinda excited, although I looked cool outside. Haha...

             For your information, mudballs are made of EM liquid, rice bran  and clay soil. And what is 'EM'? 'EM' stands for 'effective microorganisns'. The mudball are used to clean up bodies of water such as rivers, lakes, and oceans. According to my colleagues, they said the mudballs that we made will be thrown in the river mouth Gelugor, Penang. 

               Let me show you how we made the mudballs. Come come...^.^

 

Haha...Let us start with a smiling mudball.

Rice bran and clay soil.

 

 Mixed up the rice bran and clay soil.

  EM liquid, they smelt like brown sugar. Yiak...>.<

Added in the EM liquid into the rice bran and clay soil.

 

Mix well to ensure it is not too wet or too dry.

 

 

Haha, 'safety precaution' to prevent our precious hands to become smelly.

Go go go!!

 

 Me making mudball ^.^

Our target was to make 1000 mudballs. =D

After the mudballs were made, 

they were left for few days to dry and this is how they look after dry.

Then they are ready to be thrown into the river.

Feel great to take part in this activity. 

Happy that I can contribute to the mother nature.

We Malaysian should more active in these kind of activity.

 That's all for this post. =D

Thanks for reading my blog ya.

Nitez nitez ^.^

See you again.

Tata.=)

P/S: A smile is the shortest distance between two people. Cheers =)

Picnic ^.^

      Today I went to picnic with Mei after work. She randomly called me up and dated me to eat subway because she got the voucher of subway which is expiring today. So, we took the subway we bought and walked to sunrise seaside. I felt so relaxing, we just sat down and talked until sunset. 

       Sometimes, I feel talking with old friend is most comfortable, because we always show the most natural face of us. We know each other since standard 1. Haha...Omg...so so so long ago! Thinking to dig out all my childhood picture when go back to hometown. Perhaps, I can share some of them here. =)

Me and Mei.

Our dinner.

Blue sea, gentle wind, under the shade, we were enjoying.

Sea view at one side and city view at another side =D

M3 ^.^

Thought of wanna have an ice cream after I finish my subway, why uncle left so fast!! Haiyo!!

Like the color after edit. Haha!!

Time to ZzzZzzz....

See you again in next post.

Good night. =)

P/S: The man who graduates today and stops learning tomorrow is uneducated the day after. 

       - Newton D.Banker 

Gifted and Grateful ^.^

       Hi guys, feel like wanna update my blog tonight. Actually, my topic today is to self-praised myself for my sense of art. Hahaha....

          As I mentioned in the title, I think I'm gifted and I'm truly grateful for that. Since I was a kid, my mom sent me to drawing class, I participated in drawing contest. Along the years, my ex-classmates and teachers always confident with my sense of art. Thus, almost every years I was appointed to in-charge of decorating signboard. I always took part in contest related to art, such as recycle competition, drawing contest, scout's banner competition, etc. Haha...I even registered to take a art subject in SPM although I was a science stream student. 

           However, after I furthered my studies to college and uni, all this had became history. I didn't have the chance to take art course, and the course I took didn't require for it. And the only chance for me to use it was during some special occasion. Haha... For instance, valentine's day and anniversary, I made card and small souvenir for my bf. (This actually also became a history, because I stop doing this for quite sometime. Hahhaa!! Lazy!!) Somehow, I feel handmade pressie is a very warm gift, and it's priceless compare to thing that we can use money to buy. 

         Ok, back to the topic. So, about 2 years ago, my baby lion tea encouraged me to sell my skill. Hence, my 'Forever Amore Handmade Gift Card' was born. haha!! At first, I only planned to sell valentine card, soon people started to order many different occasions of cards. So, I tried to fulfil every customer's requirements. I feel proud and satisfied when I receive compliment from customer. Sometimes, I'm so glad to see return customer and some of them refer to their friends. *Proud =D* Sadly, after I graduated and started working, this business was slow down. Haha...Wish every thing will back to the right track.

          That day, I decorated my storeroom to store 'Hermosa Armoire' 's stock. Kinda satisfied with my design. Haha...Who wanna decorate house or room, maybe I can help. Haha...Aiseh!! Wakaka...Beh paisei..=P

          

New me, old me, this is still me. =) 

Every life experience makes a better me for tomorrow.

My artwork. =) 

A birthday card.

Sweet-pink-teddy bear theme.

Love the blue bear carpet and the big bear bear.

Love the flowers.

Love the little pink elephant.

(The pink elephant, big and small teddy bear were my old toy ^.^)

Am grateful for everything I have.

I treasure true love, true friend, my family, my plant, my fishes.

I love my long hair, my car, my phone, my weekend.

I admire humble people, friendly people, kind people.

I respect those who respect me and worth my respect.

Good night my readers, see you again in next post ya.

Sweet dreams. =)

P/S: Let your smile change the world, but don't let the world change your smile.

Shooting for i.Perfect爱玩美. =]

          Hi guys, I feel like wanna blog tonight. ^.^ I gonna blog about the shooting yesterday. I was lucky to be invite by Mun Mun to be  i.Perfect爱玩美's model. I heard about her quite sometime ago, she is very famous with her business. Haha...And surprisingly, Mun Mun and her bf, Wayne both are very friendly and nice. Thus, I feel very comfortable and relax throughout the whole shooting. There are some part that me and her are very similar, such as our height, our thinking and our taste. Haha...Feel like I have know her very long ago. So happy to know her,as well as Wayne...=)

           I had taken some pictures with my phone, let me share with you ya. Haha...Camwhore non-stop..=P

 

Aloha!! =D

I love this style. ^.^

 

I set this as my fb profile pic. Hohoho~

 

Super love this pic, haha....and thanks for the 'likes' at fb for this pic.

Btw, I took this pic by myself leh! 

Hahaha...I think I might be a good photographer too. Haha...

Shooting scene of me. Posing...hehe....

This decoration really amazed me.

This is simply too nice, too lovely.

Me and Mun Mun, when I saw her, I was like looking at myself. 

Because we have the same height. Haha...

However, I looked a little bit taller in this picture. Hoho!

(Thanks to my heels, wahaha..)

 

Camwhore together... ^.^

Nice to meet you, Mun Mun.

She say I am her long lost sister...Hahaha....

When I was a kid, my mom used to tell me she found me in rubbish bin, I'm not her child. 

So......*maybe*....... =.=.... 

Btw, Wednesday night, she will upload her new arrival album (with me as model inside, wakaka!)

If you are interest or wanna kepo, you can take a look of  her fb page.

Stay tuned ya!! =D

Ok la....wanna sleep now...

Tata, sweet dreams and sleep tight.

P/S:  If you change nothing, nothing will change.