Tonight

         Don't know why, I feel like wanna blog tonite. Now I am listening some soft song, try to enjoy my last  few hours before I sleep. Found some nice voices at youtube. One of my favourite song is "The One That Got Away", every time when I'm driving, if this song is played on radio, I will feel good. I will definitely turn the volume up. =D 

Can't stop listening this song.

This song combines two songs, which is "The One That Got Away" and "Use Somebody"

They are so talented. =)

         Feeling sentimental tonight. Repeat and repeat listening to the song. I suppose to sleep now, just feel like wanna write something, something about what I feel and think. I'm flashing back my memories, I have good and bad memories. Guess tonight is the night for me to review and have a deep thought. Nothing is absolute, everything can be quite subjective. Sometimes, I feel I have several characters. 

         Year after year, I slowly change, of course maybe in some aspect I had improved, and some might turn into worse. It's a very subjective question: good or bad. Different people holds different perspective, some buy it, some can not take it. However, no one is a total bad person. Everyone has flaws, people make mistake. Surely they have their advantage and beautiful part. 

        As time goes by, more and more challenges are awaiting me. This is life. Life is all about problem solving and decision making. The way we solve a problem determine how it end. No doubt, I'm weak in this. Sometimes, I will think what if...how if...but when I think like this, usually I had already made a different decision. However, life is like this, no turning back. Only two options available: to grief on the past or move forward and learn it as a lesson. 

        

'I won't give up' by Alex G Acoustic ft Tyler Ward.

Another nice song that I favour.

            Sometimes, one thing good about a relationship with people (either family, boyfriend or friend) is that you  can realize your own weakness. But I have to clarify that not necessary every advise is correct, we have to filter and judge by our own. The most frequent question is people tend to believe what they think is correct. It happen on me as well, I'm quite reluctant to accept criticism. Well, people only like to hear beautiful word. But after everything settle down, when I'm alone, at a silent night like this, I will think. 

         I also learned one thing. In this world, for sure there is someone like you and at the same time someone hate you. When a person like you, everything they see in you is good and beautiful thing. If they hate you, probably a single breath also will be emphasize as a mistake and an issue to critic on. It's useless to care or explain, because they had already close their door. Like how I wrote at my fb: '会明白的，他就会明白。不明白的，就算了。'

             

   I remember a story, a blank white paper has a ink mark on the paper. A ask B: "What do you see?" B: "A dot of ink on the paper." B:" Indeed the paper has a ink on it, but the clean area is far more bigger than the polluted area."  When thing happen, most of us will emphasize the problem and we forget to look at the bright side. 

Everything will fade away, nothing is forever. One day everything will become just a memory. 

Who is right and who is wrong, doesn't really matter.

Important is what you want and what you think you should appreciate.

If you think that thing is not deserve you to give a damn,

then no one else in this world can make you do.

= The end =

P/S: Every day is a new start. There is nothing as "too late" in life.