A Random Night

          Hi, dear bloggie and dear you. How have you been? Hope everything is fine. =) It had been quite some time, I don't blog as much as last time. And tonight, thanks to the rain and Olivia Ong's song, I feel so sentimental and so I decided to blog a little.

            People like to ask me, "how's life?" "what am I up to these day?" Guess that is what people wish to know from me, a little update of my current life. Well, as a whole, I think I'm good. I love my work, I enjoy being part time model, get myself to experience small scale business. Besides that, there are two things that take a big part of my routine life. Which is to enjoy good food, and to give my very best to maintain my weight in order to continue enjoy good food. Hehe... =D  Other than that, I think I am like most of the people out there, addicted to instagram and fb. I admit I can't live without my handphone. >.<

              I still love to watch movie very much, still loving to shop and doll up myself, still that self-obsessed, still that lame and constantly equip myself with cold jokes. =.= What else? Erm, good thing is I am more independent than last time. =D However, I found myself to be more homey and lazy. Hehe... That's all for the update. =)

              Had been listening to 'Close to you' by Olivia Ong since just now when I started to blog. So in love with her voice. Really admire those people who can sing well, how good if I can sing like that too. =( If, I mean 'if', if I got the money and time... hehe... I wanna take up a singing lesson, wanna go for oil painting course as well. And if I am smart and rich enough, I wish to further my study to master level. Haha...XD If can, I wanna do liposuction, suck all the bloody fat from my body, so that I can be bloody slim! =P If the technology allow, I wanna increase my height, and of course not by using the heels! =( Aik...only if...=.=

               Oh ya, Christmas is around the corner again. It's always my favourite occasion, I think it is the most romantic day besides Valentine's day. I like to listen to Christmas song, my favourite Christmas song is 'Last Christmas'. Wish to dress up nicely and have a very very romantic candle light dinner at Christmas eve. After that, receive a little Christmas gift. That would make the Christmas so so complete. Hehe... Best if it snow at that time, but too bad our country don't snow. Zzz.. haha... I believe every girl wish to be treated like princess, especially at such a romantic occasion. Hehe... XD Sadly, this is only happen in movie and my imagination, gonna celebrate Christmas alone, baby is not around during that time. Lonely, lonely Christmas~ Sigh! 

               Alright, I think I have enough of crabs here...hehe...time to sleep. Thanks for spending your precious time reading my blog. Wish you have a good rest. Sweet dream ya. Muack!! XOXO~  ^.^

"I see you." - quoted from Avatar. =D

'Close to you' by Olivia Ong. 

'Last Christmas' by Kimberley Locke.

= The end.= 

P/S: Love the life you live; live the life you love. =)

My Fringe

              How is everyone? Gosh... Seriously, it had been ages I didn't update my bloggie. I have to admit that I'm very very lazy. And today, what drive me to blog is my hair cut. =.= 

                You know? This is consider a big thing to me. No shit! How  many years I had remained my same hairstyle. Hahahaa...And many people had also urge me to make some change. But still, I insist to keep it my own style, which is no style... Haha.. Frankly speaking, the only different is the fringe. Ya, just only the fringe. =P But don't know why, when I heard the sound of the snip, my heart suddenly felt very pain. Guess this is the reason why I don't dare to cut my hair short. 

                 The whole process of hair cutting took not more than 10 minutes. I saw some of my very long hair had been cut and fall on my lap. T.T Bye bye my hair...I looked quite calm, but actually I was nervous inside. Kinda stupid right. @.@ Anyway, the new hair seems acceptable, luckily..phew.... =D 

How many years I had remained long hair and a little bit of side fringe. Let me show you. =D

Me @ 2008.

I still don't really know how to make up that time and still haven't started to use color contact lense. =D

Me @ 2009. 

Omg! So leong. =.=  My face was so chubby that time @@

Me @ 2010.

Started to maintain the length around waist until today....@.@

(Sorry that the pic is blur.)

Me @ 2011.

Still that the same style, as always. Hahaahaa...=D

This evening, 20 minutes before haircut. 

I was with my niece, Jia Jia =)

This is how I look like now.
My thick flat fringe. =)

How I look if I tie up my hair.

Act emo....(Don't puke please...=P)

Noobie- center parting.  ~.~ 

If people comment that I look ugly with fringe, I will push them to a side. ~.~

Just upload this pic in instagram =P =P

Okie...That's all for this post.

 Thanks for spending time reading my crab talk. Hehe...

Hope you don't feel disgust after reading my this post.

Please don't go to One FM 'Beh Tahan' me...

Wahahahhaa~!

Good night =)

P/S: Please say it's nice. Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeee...............

Durian Season

           It's DURIAN everywhere!! Durian season is here, it always non of my business as I don't really fancy  that much. But this year, only I realize how people crazy of it. @.@  I don't hate durian, and at the same time I also don't really fancy it. Haha... However, it's fun to join my colleagues to enjoy durian. I can see that my company's people love durian a lot!! =D 

 

Meme at this evening during durian party organized by my company. =D

 

Different types of durian awaiting to be eaten. =D

    

Durian sellers were busy to open durians and all the durian lovers were so busy to eat eat eat. XD

Everyone was so excited!

           Besides, I also had a durian trip at last few weeks. After site visit, me and my colleagues had a happy durian trip. Haha... I felt very excited, as I never have experience like this before. Hoho~ ^.^

 

It was a very very adventurous journey. The road is narrow and slope, so scary! >.<

Finally, we reached there safely. Haha... 

A basket of durians was ready to be served.

This uncle is the one who plant the durian trees.

He is so friendly. =)

 

Enjoying........

Hallo there...do you want some durian?

Durian.

Me. =))))))

Fresh manggis plucked from tree.

Hehe... Let's take a pic before I ate you.

Place where uncle cooks his dogs' meal.

He said he has 10++ dogs. @.@

Another pet of uncle.

A wild pig.

First time in my life I see a wild pig. @.@

I think it looks like mouse. =D

Good view. Never know there is such place in penang. =)

Other than that, it's also my first time to hear about durian puff.

 It was strongly recommended by colleagues and it really tasted good. =D

              For those who ike durian, they think durian smells good, but for those who don't, they say it smell like shit. hahaha!! I think my hand still got shit smell...Wahahahhaa!!! Better drink more water or eat more manggis after having durian. Durian is a heaty food. I can feel the ulcer in my mouth already....=.= 

Ok, that's all for my durian post. Thanks for reading my blog. Hope you did enjoy. ^.^ 

= The end =

P/S: Haze, please go away.................

A Brunch With Celine

        Haloha, it's 10.30pm now and I just woke up from a nap. I was thinking what to do, to continue sleeping, or drag myself up to sit in front of laptop. I think it's about time to have a little update for my blog. So I took my phone and screened through the photos, thinking what to blog. Then I decided to blog about the brunch that I had with Celine.

           This was 2 weeks ago, and I had forgotten the name of this restaurant, but it's somewhere around Campbell street, Penang. The food style is more to local homecook food, which actually made me feel home. Haha... What I like about the restaurant is the nice deco of pictures hangs on the wall and the friendly services. 

            Actually I am quite lucky to know Celine and also Kitty. They are my housemates, consider my first new friends after uni. Everyday we meet different people, some remain stranger, some become our friend, some become good friend, some even become partner. There is always some kind of arrangement or fate, to bring people to meet with each other. Just that how far they can go, it depends. =)

               

Me of the day.

Nice deco, sorry it's a bit blur. hehe...=S

Me and dear Celine.

=)

While waiting for my food, so hungry.

Finally!

My favourite picture out of all.

Cute doggie  >.<

We were at behind of this car when we were on the way home. 

Someone told me that this car belong to Penang Chief Minister, Lim Guan Eng.

Is that true? =D

Lastly, I wish to share with you a nice and relaxing song.

Hope you like it.

That's all for this post, thanks for reading my blog.

Wish you have a nice dream.

Good night.

= The end =

P/S: Let's pray for miracle. =)

02.06.12 Saturday

I had a long and tiring Saturday, went for online boutique shooting.

I went to Butterworth, and spent my whole day there.

When I was driving home, I thought a lot.

I think long journey driving usually create a chance for people to have a deep thoughts.

Sometimes, I really confused.

Between right and wrong, yes or no, to do or not to do.

People like to complain that others doesn't appreciate thing done by them.

I think this is happens to everyone.

Question is, how many times can a person handle the disappointment.

        

One of the pic taken by my hp during photo shooting.

Took this photo before I went out from home.

Kinda like it. Hehe..

Love this song very much.

This is the song of the night.

因為愛情 詞曲：小柯 演唱：王菲＆陳奕迅

 陳：給你一張過去的CD 聽聽那時我們的愛情 有時會突然忘了 我還在愛著你 王：再唱不出那樣的歌曲 聽到都會紅著臉躲避 雖然會經常忘了 我依然愛著你 王：因為愛情 不會輕易悲傷 陳：所以一切都是幸福的模樣 王：因為愛情 簡單的生長 陳：依然隨時可以為你瘋狂 王：因為愛情 怎麼會有滄桑 陳：所以我們還是年輕的模樣 王：因為愛情 在那個地方 陳：依然還有人在那裡遊蕩 王陳：人來人往 王：再唱不出那樣的歌曲 聽到都會紅著臉躲避 雖然會經常忘了 王陳：我依然愛著你 王：因為愛情 不會輕易悲傷 陳：所以一切都是幸福的模樣 王：因為愛情 簡單的生長 陳：依然隨時可以為你瘋狂 王：因為愛情 怎麼會有滄桑 陳：所以我們還是年輕的模樣 王：因為愛情 在那個地方 陳：依然還有人在那裡遊蕩 王陳：人來人往 陳：給你一張過去的CD 聽聽那時我們的愛情 王：有時會突然忘了 王陳：我還在愛著你

Good night dear all.

Thanks for reading my blog. =)

= The end =

P/S: No one is going to love you more than you love yourself. 

Tonight

         Don't know why, I feel like wanna blog tonite. Now I am listening some soft song, try to enjoy my last  few hours before I sleep. Found some nice voices at youtube. One of my favourite song is "The One That Got Away", every time when I'm driving, if this song is played on radio, I will feel good. I will definitely turn the volume up. =D 

Can't stop listening this song.

This song combines two songs, which is "The One That Got Away" and "Use Somebody"

They are so talented. =)

         Feeling sentimental tonight. Repeat and repeat listening to the song. I suppose to sleep now, just feel like wanna write something, something about what I feel and think. I'm flashing back my memories, I have good and bad memories. Guess tonight is the night for me to review and have a deep thought. Nothing is absolute, everything can be quite subjective. Sometimes, I feel I have several characters. 

         Year after year, I slowly change, of course maybe in some aspect I had improved, and some might turn into worse. It's a very subjective question: good or bad. Different people holds different perspective, some buy it, some can not take it. However, no one is a total bad person. Everyone has flaws, people make mistake. Surely they have their advantage and beautiful part. 

        As time goes by, more and more challenges are awaiting me. This is life. Life is all about problem solving and decision making. The way we solve a problem determine how it end. No doubt, I'm weak in this. Sometimes, I will think what if...how if...but when I think like this, usually I had already made a different decision. However, life is like this, no turning back. Only two options available: to grief on the past or move forward and learn it as a lesson. 

        

'I won't give up' by Alex G Acoustic ft Tyler Ward.

Another nice song that I favour.

            Sometimes, one thing good about a relationship with people (either family, boyfriend or friend) is that you  can realize your own weakness. But I have to clarify that not necessary every advise is correct, we have to filter and judge by our own. The most frequent question is people tend to believe what they think is correct. It happen on me as well, I'm quite reluctant to accept criticism. Well, people only like to hear beautiful word. But after everything settle down, when I'm alone, at a silent night like this, I will think. 

         I also learned one thing. In this world, for sure there is someone like you and at the same time someone hate you. When a person like you, everything they see in you is good and beautiful thing. If they hate you, probably a single breath also will be emphasize as a mistake and an issue to critic on. It's useless to care or explain, because they had already close their door. Like how I wrote at my fb: '会明白的，他就会明白。不明白的，就算了。'

             

   I remember a story, a blank white paper has a ink mark on the paper. A ask B: "What do you see?" B: "A dot of ink on the paper." B:" Indeed the paper has a ink on it, but the clean area is far more bigger than the polluted area."  When thing happen, most of us will emphasize the problem and we forget to look at the bright side. 

Everything will fade away, nothing is forever. One day everything will become just a memory. 

Who is right and who is wrong, doesn't really matter.

Important is what you want and what you think you should appreciate.

If you think that thing is not deserve you to give a damn,

then no one else in this world can make you do.

= The end =

P/S: Every day is a new start. There is nothing as "too late" in life.

捐血记

         It's time to update my bloggie again!! Hehe...This time I wanna share with you all about my first experience to donate blood. How to describe my feeling...hm....Excited, nervous, scare and also happy....I think these were my feeling at that moment. I felt excited because this was my first time, I felt nervous and scare because this was my first time. And happy, also because it's was my first time. Hahahaha...(Lame..I know I know..=D) But, its true that I felt good although I actually kinda terrified. It's not easy for me to make this decision, as I really scare of blood and needle. However, I had done a good thing, and I'm happy. Wakaka...Let the pictures tell the story. =)

                

Me while doing blood test. Don't dare to look at it. 

Not really ready at that time. >.<

Quite a lot of procedures  to donate blood. =.= 

Need to fill in forms, answer some health question. Zzzz...

I remember that one of the section in the form has several questions regarding to sex.

Some sort like: "Do you have HIV?" " Are you gay/lesbian?" "Do you change partner with other?" @.@

And the funny part was the doctor seems like suspect me for conducting activities as above. *fainted*

When I say: "Of course NO lah!!" I was like crazy meh..Zzzz...

Then the doc ask again..:'Sure?" I said:'YES!" And he repeat:"100% confirm?" 

Wth...I think I got face issue here. Zzzzz...

 After that, I think he just wanna '100% confirm' the blood is 'clean' to use,

 should be not my face problem.

Hahaha...

Scary moment began...

Heart beat started to beat faster and faster.

Still can smile at this time.

Omg...=.=

The most terrifying moment.

The nurse was trying to puncture the needle to my nerve.

Very very scare now.

Then my blood began to flow out from my body to the blood pack.

I can feel the warmth of the pipe. 

My blood. 

Can't imagine this is my blood!!

The color so......dark red...@.@

And it flowing so fast.

So disgusting... 

Yiak....

           Then my colleague asked me how I feel. I said ok ah, not as horrible as I imagine. Actually It's not that pain as what I thought. They wanted me to post like this. *good* Hahaha....

          After I posted *good* and took a photo. I felt something not right.....I can't breath smoothly... I felt dizzy.... Then I told my colleague: "I macam ada sedikit pening lor." Then I saw many nurse ran so fast toward me..SWT...

Suddenly I can't hear anything.

Everything was black-out.

I fainted. Zzzz....

My first time to faint too. 

Now I know the feeling of pass out already. Haha...

I feel proud of myself. Hehe...

A simple thing, but it can save a life.

It's a very meaningful thing to do.

             After donation, I had an thought. I don't where my blood will be sent to. I don't my blood will be used for whom. I don't when it will be used. But, a thing I can be certain is...I can help someone who need help. I don't know how to explain this feeling, but this is simply amazing.

             That day, I heard people said that if you start to donate blood, you will fall in love with doing it. At first, I don't really understand why they said so. After the donation, I think I understand already. It's the feeling of satisfaction. When you know you have done a good thing, although we don't get any profit from that. But, deep in our heart, we know this a right thing to do.

That's all for this post, Gonna end here.

Thanks for reading my blog.

Have a nice dreams.

See you at next post.

Tata. =)

P/S: Control the surrounding, not to be controlled by the surrounding. You decide who you are.